_ealy_in_the_morning_

so today..i wake up really..
maybe because i didn't sleep the whole night..
i didn't sleep because i have sleep the whole day yesterday..
so back to my story..
i wake up really..
then i decided to "lepak" or just go out side and relax..
i saw a bounce of bird..
crazy thing in mind(are animal have a nicer life then are human?)
back to my story
they are eating rice that has been pour out to them..
there look very beautiful...but
one bird stand out from the other bird..a withe bird
i hope the bird have no problem as i am facing right now..try to fit in..
the bird is so white, i can even see it with out my glasses..
they a eat happily..when a stranger or car pass by they will fly to a near by place..
then one bird brave enough to come and eat the rice again..
sooner later one by one..the other bird will follow..
i was so amaze by the bird braveness..
so i wander is it the same for human like us..
when one people try to stand and the other follow..
i hope it is that simple..but not in my case..

do you ever see a eagle trying to protract a bounce of smaller bird..
even thought it is stand out very clear that it not even the same type of bird..
makes me wander..can a human do that..
protract they friend even though there are different..

every thing we do have a reason..
do u ever hear some say that..maybe it not to u but to some ales..
it's a matter of fact..weather they know your reason or they can't even thing of something..
or they will make some thing up in they own mind..
i really hope to some one that saw this will keep it in mind..
that maybe that some one have there own reason to do that..
and i hope the person who see this go and ask the person..
do u get the point..if u read though it again..
and u do the same thing then will be less people jugging other..

i hate to write about my love life but still i owe u guy some story about it..
i do not know why but i keep writing about bird..even though i like cat more..
what so ever..back to my story..
remember what i say i saw this morning..the bounce of bird..
the withe bird have a friend..the same type of bird..
it have a different color..
in my mind..there must be friend..
so i found my friend in this foundation that I'm taking..i hope so..
then we become  friend..but do u ever hear people say
that sooner or later u will like that person..
so i guess it happen to me..it not love but it only like..
and I'm sure about that..
so that's that..nothing to say..we are still friend..
and will continue to be one..i hope..
i will continue this story..if this story have a story to tell..:)

so..OK..then that the end..renung2kan n selamat amal..

i miss my so call litter brother

i hate to admit it but i feel lost..
this feeling of been throw by someone that you really care about..
maybe that someone do not need me anymore...
i know..it is his decided to make..
but I'm just hoping he take a long long time to think about it..
but ups!! my fault.he only need 3sec to think it through..
still i do think about him ever single time..more then before this thing happen..
i just hope he know what I'm feeling now..
a thresh is just been kick and burn into ash..
but that stupid little thresh still think about her owner..
the only thing stupid little thresh hope that her master is doing OK..
i sayang my kim bum..

_superman_A_

look to the right..
look to the left..
look at the sky..
here he comes..
there is the superman

he is not strong..
but he is brilliant..
he can't fly..
but he can make a basket ball fly..
he is not cute..
but he is charming..
he is not handsome..
but he has his own style ..

the only thing that makes him a superman is..
he is kind..
he does not judge people..
he is trustworthy..
the most of all..
here he comes to help..

_super A_in the younger age_

_bird_in_the_sky_

i feel free..now i can breath..with my own air..
i didn't mean that i can't breath with a bounce of fresh flower but..
maybe I'm just trying something new..
it's a gamble.. weather i fall or i fly..
some time it maybe raining and I'm trying to find a shelter some way..
hoping there is one for me..cover me form the heavy rain..
and dry me from the wetness of the rain drops..
when the day get dryer..i be on my way..flying free and happily..
maybe some day i sew a bird with a broken wings falling strength to the land..
and i will be stopping and helping the poor bird to find a shelter and food..
when the bird is well again..and I'll will be on my way..flying free and happily..
maybe some day i find a group of bird that wanted to fly with me..
and i will be giving them advise to fly following they own heart beat..
and I'll will be on my way again..flying free and happily...
or maybe some day you sew me fly come and say hey..
and i be the happy-es bird in the sky..

beyond every body's eyes

how can i put this...the day started with class..and ended with more class..how suck is that...
it not only me that feel the pain..all of my class member also feel the same..
emotion are play to day..
sadness come and visit me that day..and he decided to stay with me..
sadness try to make a fool out of me..i guess he partly win the day..
i try to fight sadness back by singing a song that call 'pocket full of sunshine'
i guess it help me a little bit..but still it stink deep in site..
i wish my facile expression can be cover..
oh ya i can use a mask..like a mask party that i never be invited..never mind me
but ups!!i bring the worry mask.. instade i bring the sad mask with me..
i have no chose..eider they are look at a sad face or a sad mask..
it still the same but a list the mask still look pretty then my face..
class by class pass me by..entering and out of it..
but still the same old mask stick like a glue..
and if you see clearly..sadness is following me...
every move and every step..he is just like a shadow on my back..
so the class end..
all of my class member come back with a big smile..
so i guess..happiness have a new best friend..

i'm so sorry

benda dh berlaku apa nak buat..huhu..
i'm so sorry knp kwn2 yg duduk dlm kereta dgn me hari ni..i'm so sorry brenda tk kan bw kereta klu ada u girl lagi k..jgn risau..
i'm so sorry...

BERTUKER!!!

pertukaran berlaku!!mcm cta power rangers
sy skrng cuba think out side the box..open dgn org baru..maybe i have to move on..i really miss my all friend ..walapun baru kenal dlm sebualn tp..hmm..they are the best..atey n awin..
tk nak sedih2..concentrate dgn study..huh..that what I'm playing right now..play it safe..
for your info i don't have any heart..so tak sgt mkn hati..hmm biasa lh perempuan..gossip n the group..i can't say anything any more..
pertukar ni berlaku n insipidity by hmm someone yg i think terlaku cool n happy gold luck..dia pernah ckp "kita tk blh please everyone"...i think itu betul gila3..so thnx for the advise..peace out..that all form me..

Drama n drama lagi part 2

hmm..rs nak tarik balik ke apa yg d ckp kt part 1 ..
sebenarnya dia 2 baik org nya, klu kita kenal dia betul..i think so~
dlm dunia ni tdk ada sesiap yg baik..cuma tuhan sj..heheh tunjuk alim lh ni..hahah..
pendek kan cta..lepas intdo itu kita org..start lah darma yg betul2..d mn kita org dgn murah hatinya menunjukan bakat terpendam..haha..
then selapas drama kita org karaok..huh best lh blh thn..tp asik2 org tua 2 je nya nak nyanyi..isteri dia pun dh ambil hati dh ,kesian kt isteri tersayang dia 2..huuh :(
lepas karaok balik lh kita org..the end..nothing to be tell..
kurangkan gossip tingkatkan persitasi..hahh..n selamat beramal..

Drama n drama lagi part 1

melampau drama tlah mengambil terlalu banyak masa sy..akirh nya dh habis..hehhe..suka2...penat pun dh tk ada dh puas hati..i start from mula2..we sampai kt situ terus mkn..sedap gila daging dia..then acara bermula dgn ucapan dari dr...n penolong kanan..habis2 je ucapan yg mengambil masa 30 minit 2 then kita org d minta introduce kan diri sendiri..nerves gila..satu persatu ckp..huhu..paling terakhir ada lh..klu org nampak pasti gelak nak mampus..hahaha..paling lucu ada taki..gila je budak 2..ada lh yg 1 budak 2 drama queen betul menyampa gila...rasa nak tampar je muka dia...ok tp be continue in the next part 

don't jugy me by my pass

u guy know what ,there is this boy, he is acutely so cute and he is not a boy he is a grown man because he is 18..he wanted me to be his sister..and mesti lh i say yes then we become closer and closer..like a really brother and sister..he all way been bullied by his friend,not the type like bit him but just playing around...
but 1 day he and his friend saw my picture in facebook that is not what they think of me..so there are very shock...and this little brother of mine ,tell me and he ask me did i ever sleep with any one...of course no, what a stupid think to do..he also tell me that his friend now know I'm a social type of girl, i admitted but now i have change.. I'm not the girl who there think I'm..the we become a parted by each other today..I'm so sad...
just now he message me and the me that he is sorry for asking about that..should i forgive him or should i ignore him.. and never every contact him again?

who am i...

i do not even know who am i...seriously ..how crazy is that..but i think i know what i want to be in my life..
I'm been telling my self that i didn't care about what people think about me..but the truly i do care..n i hate it when people judge me by my past .I'm maybe playful out side but in side..I'm loner type..
so if u really want to know me..you are welcome but be prepared for the worst