_Love_for_u_

Lose in time..
Over and over again..
Very2 sad..
Every time you not there..
Lonely is like my second friend..
O you know that right?..
Voice calling out your name..
Every way i go..
Listening to it ..
Obsessively humming along..
Violin man next door..
Even join by play his violin..
Leaving me no reason not to enjoy it..
Opposite barber shop..join in with they
Vocal that sound like back ground singer..
Enchanting is the word for it..

i hope u Knowles that the in front of ever single verse is L-O-V-E...i love u karl...

_letter_to god_

dear god,

i read some of short story about your teaching last night, the story is about why we as your follower go through pain, we know that you have a plan for us and you will not conflicted us with misery but still why do i have this pain...as i read more of the story, the teaching is about through pain and misery you get closer to us..i was cry when i finish that story and i can say that my faith become more strong for you o lord..but still after that i go through more and more misery..my mind say that maybe because my faith is not that strong enough or maybe I'm to far way from you o lord..how far way I'm to you o lord??..i  guess you know what as been happening to me..my dream is crush and future is blur..I'm a faller to other eyes..i feel it to..is that true o lord??mi a faller??..if I'm can i stand back to my feet??..i know you will not give a test if you know that I'm going to fall..i have faith on that o lord..but i don't know why my heart become weaker and weaker.. i was afferent that one day my heart can't stand and i real2 going to fall..plz o lord...no more test..i begging you plz..i'm afferent...

from your truly
going to be crazy girl